The Plan

since I keep forgetting that I have made yet another Plan, I'm putting it here so I can stop stressing every 10 minutes

Okay here it goes:
Stay in LA at least through August. June, there's Colorado for a long weekend. August is back home for a week for my cousin's wedding. September is France for 2 weeks. October may be NYC for a week or so. I still need to go to Vegas, that might be in May...So maybe through the fall, stay in LA and try to make a go of a new life here.

So it's almost May. Within the next month, I should get a new job.

Find a month to month place to live, since I don't want to be married to any location. i'm done with commitments for a while.

And then try to exhaust everything to see and do in LA, build a relationship with LA, make friends, shake hands, hug. It's been tumultuous, but I think we can work things out for a while.

If not, over and out, I'm moving come fall.
Possibilities:
SF
because i know people there and it's always had a soft spot in my heart.
but it's too close to home, too safe, too much like a return to my past.
NYC
because i know people there and it's an overwhelming city, that like LA, I think you learn alot in and sink or swim.
but it's a little too overwhelming, jam packed, expensive, and what would i do there.
OAHU
Gorgeous, gorgeous, bohemian, islander living, where I can swim in the ocean every day.
but i'd have to get a lame job serving tourists and i don't know a single person.
SOUTH AMERICA
Des will be there, a big plus, and it'd def be an adventure
but what the heck am I going to do there? My high school Spanish def won't fly.
and who wants to third wheel it with her and the boyfriend
PALM DESERT
I can get my MFA at that picnic table they have set up in the middle of the desert.
but, it's full of geriatrics, i'm skeptical about how comfortable that picnic table is going to be, and that's alot of $.

This list may be added to. As things arise. I'm waiting for the sign universe. tell me. my biggest problem is, yeah i'd live just about anywhere, but what am i going to do there and damn it, i don't want to go live somewhere alone that i have nothing to do in. oh poop.